Dehydration and Exhaustion

  • By Javier Espinosa
  • 31 May, 2016

I took my longest break 20 feet from the summit. I didn't know where I was.

It was 98 degrees by midday. The sun ablaze in a cloudless sky. I was out of water some 2.5 miles up the trail. On the way back, I took some breaks soaking in the cool baths of the creek. Quite enjoyable really, but deep down I knew time was running out.

Most of the summit is a blur, but I remember being shaky in the legs and hands, a little bit dizzy and disoriented. I stopped and threw up twice. There was little to no shade.

I kept telling myself I was going to make it. I never allowed the possibility of doubt, disappointment, failure, or giving up. I took my breaks, pressed onward and upward. I kept my thoughts on that icy cold Gatorade waiting for me and the cool AC blasting from Bertha’s vents.
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